SATURN in ARIES in 8th. HOUSE.

SATURN IN ARIES IN THE 8th. HOUSE.
Are you really secretive? Do you keep things to yourself, even your feelings, repress them rather than share that part of yourself? If you do, then life can seem awfully hard for you, all that inner tension which can suddenly make you ‘Blow your top’, like some dormant volcano which erupts.
This is all about ‘Do You…’, in that do you fear being let down by others, or fear being blamed because you cannot create what others want?
So you hold yourself back and keep yourself in, afraid, for some unknown reason, to let yourself go and just be ’One of the In-Crowd’. Do you seek a position of higher authority, needing to remain aloof and unreachable, so that you remain untainted by criticism or dirt?
It is often the case, there is a desire to be seen as a figure of authority, one whom serves a purpose or a ‘Duty’, so career can be the motivator, to create high status. Certainly, you might find it hard to let your hair down or share responsibilities.
It can be very hard to let go, to accept changes in the life, to let go of what you have and who you are. Pride can also have a responsible part to play in your life, to be determined to be proud of what you achieve, for yourself and for children you bear.
Most often, it’s a case of working alone and sweating it out, but time will force changes on you!